An apology to me
Will probably help to set you free
After all these years without me
You think I care what you could be
You think I sit and wonder where and what it is you see?
I let you go four years ago
Give or take a month or two
I walked away because you asked me to
I'm here today because I'm asking you
Please go away let's not be nasty too
You did not think about your actions dude
Nothing's changed you're still a dramatic tool
And I don't care that you think surfings cool
I don't care about your grades in school
I'm still aware
you think I'm still a fool
I won't be there
So please beware
This is the last I want to hear from you

& I have not forgotten all the things
That cut me like the knife you pulled
And every day with you still stings
Nine stitches couldn't mend this wound

I am not the love you thought you had
You can tell your shrink you're sad
Or go home to your girlfriend
And get your rent paid by her dad

One ****** lunch four years too late
was not enough to conquer hate
Won't make up for all the other ****** lunch
I used to pay for while you ate

I'm not bitter but I remember
The messages you'd send her
How you knew you could do better
I bet now you might regret her
Is that why you sent me a letter?
I haven't paid attention since that year in November
Our time together was just a useless ******
Like Substance abuse your shame lasts forever
And now you're sorry like a selfish alcoholic
But you still drink so what do we call it
I've got an idea, how bout the past?
Time of death is half past four
I just heard the doctor call it