don't let it get to you
don't think about his hands
on your waist
and how the summer was too short
and that you wasted it
worrying about people who don't matter
and that you should have met him earlier
or about how you betrayed the one person
who trusted you
completely
don't think about how a year ago
everything was completely different
and you're not sure whether that's a good thing
don't think about how it's all your fault
that you've messed up these four years
don't let it get to you