I swear if you saw how hopelessly I cry into my pillow at night, you’d come back. 
I swear if you saw the scars on my heart, and everywhere else, you’d come back. 
And I swear if you knew, how much I wish you would just show up at my door and kiss me 
you might just come back.
But you will never know.
and you will never come back.
— Things I can’t ever tell you // 2am thoughts