My own refection is staring at me through the pounding rain, scowling at me. My footsteps echo as I walk away from everything that makes me happy, as I walk away from you. I ******* tears and I wonder if they'll ever go away, if this feeling will ever go away. I take a long drag of my cigarette and am repelled by who I am and whatever I did to drive you away. I need you back. You're a part of me.