whats gong on?!
i can't feel....
no soul beat....
just a cold human hollow ****** up and it only hears nothing
only the winds haunting whistling tone.

shadows...
they are here...
why though...
why....
their coming but why... why....
it doesn't make sense.... not to me or nobody... why....
did... they..... leave.... me..... i done nothing......

or....
have i but have shadow cover my life...
i feel nothing.....
or hear an thing... just crying... a moan of desperate help but no one...
came.... to help... getting smuthered into a blanket of then air
always hearing cries for help...
but feels lost.... of direction of hope...

a light...
shines life not dark...
but that light can be gone in
5
.....
4
.....
3
...
2
..
1

and be drown
never coming back up
never again will love be light...
but a sad broken heart will be
never to try again...
but give up
no body cares
why does the word love have so much meaning but...
gets tossed like a garbage...?

whats the meaning of it...
why does it cause pain
why does it exist
why...
why did god do this to create this word
why...
it means nothing....
some may say...

it does...
but why would it break a heart..
cause pain and suffering
tears....
and leaving without a heart..
taking of loneness...
no love
no happiness
no nothing

but a empty heart filled with wind.....




( sorry emo thoughts O.o im not sayin love is not a bad thing but dont end up like a dull life because you feel like nothing dont give up on one heart break please it doesnt help at all in life just get back out there and be proud that you can replace happiness with out love in you life... like me i have dated nobody and had family problems but i got through it and im happy for what i do for my self not for others)