woods surrounded us full of clatter and charm we lay beneath a woven blanket you fit snug into my arms that dark hair twisting in my fingers your laughter and gentle kisses complimenting the words that filled my ears I hate it, I hate it these dreams abound with you I don't even love you anymore I don't even care I don't even remember how to love so why do they haunt me? why do they taunt me? why can't I let them go?
I wake up with a pit in my stomach as if over three years hasn't done a **** thing