I look back on my life
I'm full of confusion
I stop and ask myself
Could this all be an illusion
Wandered through the world
Trying to find my home
I was always so lost
Always so alone
I wasn't happy
No matter where i went
Felt like my time
Here was spent
Since my birth
Since my conception
I've been struck down to my knees
Never pleaded for redemption

Now i sit here, I'm left
In the the dark
With a knife in my back
A hole in my heart
I'll continue to struggle
I'll continue to fight
I'll continue this battle
This war I call life