I don't know what to say. I can't even explain to you how I feel. I guess in simple words, I feel used and abused.
You were everything to me. I cared so much about you. I gave you everything I could.
What was I to you? Just some *** object you can use and abuse? Just a *** object so you can fill your fantasies.
Did you even see who I was underneath my skin? Did you see me as me? Did you just hide me behind the images of your *******?
What was I to you? Just some *** object you can use and abuse? Just a *** object so you can fill your fantasies.
Well I got some news for you. Listen to what I have to say real close. I am human being. I am a girl with a open heart. You took advantage since I fell for you hard. You broke my heart.
What was I to you? Did I mean nothing at all? Just a *** object you can use and abuse. Just a *** object to fill your fantasies.
Your compliments mean nothing. When I look you in the eye, I can see that you just told me a lie. I tried to hold on. I guess I tried too hard for far too long. I am finally to the point, where I am just numb.
What was I ever to you? Just some *** object you can use and abuse? Just a *** object to fill your fantasies. That is what I was to you.
I wrote this poems to explain what it was like to used for *** and how wrong it felt. 8/29/2014