The room resounds with silence pressing against my ears. There are no footsteps here, no sounds of coughing, of shuffling, of presence. The clanking of pans does not come through the door from the kitchen and the cold makes me shiver. No person is there to wrap their arms around me, to warm my bare shoulders. No comforting arms open to collapse into, to cry into, no breathing to fall asleep listening to. The dust collects on the rocking chair in the corner and the silence, the silence resounds in the room pressing against my ears.