As I sit here waiting for you
Thoughts run through my head.
What will you say?
What words will come out of my mouth?
What if you don't say what I want to here?
Will I have the courage to leave?
Will I be able to move on?
But what if you say what I've been wanting to hear?
What then?

The nerves are stopping my heart
Anxiety is creeping in.
I don't know what to say to you
I don't know what to do!
This conversation is a must
I can't go on
Not knowing what will become of us.
Are we even an us?
Will there ever be an us?
This flirting and talking
Is bringing out my insecurities.
Its bringing out all my doubts,
My issues with trust.

Please tell me all is okay
Please tell me what I need to hear,
Don't let me hang
Or sit around waiting,
Just waiting.
I can't go on
If we don't figure this out.

As I sit here waiting
Doubts and anxiety creep in
My insecurities are showing.