I am too tired this morning.
I'm not looking forward to
the 8 hours I have to put in
today,
or going to my childhood
home afterwards so my car
can get diagnosed.
I just want to go to bed.
Maybe I'm in a bad mood.
Maybe it's because I'm sick
of feeling like I'm staying the
night at a friend's house every
time I lay next to him.
Sick of trying to make him
happy when I'm not.
I don't even know what's left
to save anymore,
or if I even care.
At this point I'd rather be alone,
because I am tired of being
let down.