It is moments like this that I wish I was a gifted poet. I could artfully weave words into a sonnet exposing all of my feelings. I could set myself free. I could release all the pressure in my chest all through the power of words. Sadly, I am not a gifted poet. I am not going to expose all of my feelings. I will not sprout wings and fly away. If only there was a way for the rest of us to show how we feel and rid ourselves of the parasites eating away at us. I try to write them but they grow too long too hungry for words.