O How confuse that I am, why do you want me to stay single. I struggle because others get to be married but I am stuck being alone. So tell me why do I have to suffer while others get to be married. Am I not good enough to get married and have a real life with someone. Speak to me O God, I am failing, it is like a struggle between us. If only you would speak to my heart and let me know why I have to stay single. At least explain why others get to be married but I have to stay single.