I can't stop thinking about kissing you. The though of our lips meeting sends shivers through my body. I long to hold you in my arms again, I long to feel your breath against my neck, and your hand on my thigh. I ... I love you. And it scares me to think of what I would do for you, Because honestly, I don't know if you would do the same for me. I have loved you unconditionally and have been nothing but loyal to you. I was wrong about you. So so wrong. You made me believe that I was the only one. Obviously I am not good enough, Will I ever be good enough? I love you. I love you. I love you. Why can't I stop loving you? I want to tell you how you've hurt me, But I'm afraid that I will send you away. It's selfish to want you all to myself.