BABY I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN
I MEAN I FIGURED I BEAT IT YKNOW??? ID BEEN MORE HAPPY THAN I EVER THOUGHT I COULD BE
HEY GUESS WHAT THO
ITS BACK BABE ITS ALL BACK AGAIN
ITS BROUGHT ITS COMPANIONS LIKE ALWAYS
AS IF ITS NOT ENOUGH TO BARE ALREADY
TEARS
ISOLATION
LONELINESS
NUMBNESS
WOUNDS (BY THIS I MEAN EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY BUT THAT'S INEVITABLE)
I'M MORE THAN SURE ITS COME TO RUIN MY LIFE ONCE AGAIN
WHICH I JUST CANNOT HAVE
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ITS FINALLY SO ******* PERFECT
IT DOESN'T CARE THO HAHA
WHY WOULD IT CARE THAT IVE GRASPED A JUBILANT LIFE NOW?
IT FEEDS OF FEAR AND COWARDLY ONES
THAT MAKES ME WEAKER THAN MOST
I SHOULD SAY GOOD BYE NOW BEFORE ITS TOO LATE
IM SURE IT WILL **** ME THIS TIME
ILL **** ME
BCS I DON'T REALLY HAVE THE ENERGY TO FEND THIS OFF AND STAY ALIVE.
YOU KNOW HOW IT IS RIGHT? RIGHT?
WELL LIKE
I LOVE YOU
AND SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE?
THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE TEND TO SAY WHEN THEY'RE LEAVING FOREVER
ALSO I SHOULD TELL YOU IM SORRY
FOR HURTING YOU AND STUFF
FOR LEAVING U WITH MY MESS
BUT MOSTLY FOR THIS ******* CLICHE ENDING