Who is left that cares for what's precious and finds a way? is there an awareness that allows for love and caring to be expressed? what ego was more important? what winning or need to feel better was more important? funny how the need to rush away from the most important communications distort every communication always in a hurry to move away from only to never really completely have what is needed for the right communication impatient with this, in judgment of that, closing off all feelings after the next determination all that was missed because of this cell phone or this "appointment" who truly held no self created distraction? where nothing would have interfered with what should have been held in the highest respect for however long it took? what was more important than truth expressed and feelings shown? what deserved making what was precious not a priority? What will sit there as a stone unturned and a pain to ruminate because a mis-communication was digested as truth when it wasn't. And love wasn't allowed the path to bloom and caring wasn't mutually expressed Funny how the only way I could ever express myself in full is to write a book because nobody involved ever really has the time, patience, open-mindedness and lack of ego and judgment to hear it without changing what it is--being taken away or held in possession of by another to shield what is complete in explaining so why not expose everything and be without judgment, fear, or the ticking clock why not make that the most important thing instead of the short fuse, the agenda that makes it unimportant, the hate that ends all communication Why not love and love with patience, caring, open-mindedness for wasn't there plenty of times where love was needed for you and it was given and given and given some more? Where is the love? Where is the love that has infinite patience to hear and stay with friction until it no longer is? Where is what is most PRECIOUS? But the prissy spoile friends say no, and the television personalities say no, and the opinions of others pre-determined yours, and the opinions you chose you are a prisoner of--but why is what is so precious in the overall scheme of things not the most important thing?