It hurts so pleasantly
A dull ache, a sharp sting
I'll take almost anything
To escape what you've left me with
Hollow and alone, Numb and afraid
My breaths are shaky and shallow
I wish that I could simply cease to be
A piece of metal, my only friend
One week of her means more
Than six months of me
You knew my secrets
My skeletons in the closet
You knew and you ran away