Not strong enough to free myself, my kindred held the key; unlocking all true joys in life, I gently, worshiped thee.
Through his eyes I watched us dance with love and laugh with utmost glee. With his faith I saw perfection, as I viewed all that was "us", as I rejoiced in "we".
With his gentleness he loved me pure, an angel I could be. A flower sure to bloom someday, he was the sun that nourished me.
With utmost honesty, my soul I shared unveiling more than he should see. I then watched his disappointed eyes. I lost him. Silly me.
In pain, I hate myself once more. Alone again; most naturally.