I  stay away from the outside world
as far away as I can.
The world is full of disappointments
Trust me, I am one of them.

Filling with increasing despair
Like a bomb I tick
Hoping I would just die off
without an errant twitch

Hoping that I would one day switch
transforming from a wandering recluse
to a gregarious and happy individual
who has nothing to lose

With speech I can only debate
I can only write in peace
I could never talk without a sharp tongue
hoping one day I will get a release

With each and every difference I go further and further
With each and every idea getting stronger and stronger
With each and every moment getting harder and harder
I could not fall back, I cannot die.

I  stay away from the outside world
As far away as I can.
The world is full of disappointments
and I ran away from them.