seventeen candles and a calendar of semi-regreta prancing on the table amidst the pure emptiness of the moment talent bleeds for nothing (abide with the sky and all will be fine) red shutters on the houses and violets in the green by the road numbers blur into a mirage of senseless digits, the air reminds why days spent in fear, months wasted on heartbreak that made everything come into place so blow out candles, you're too old to be so shy that boy you love is october's favourite medium until the midnight smothers the embers, breathe in the quaint dozen plus five fires at your lips it's seventeen candles, not seventeen knives