In the daylight I will call you my biggest mistake, swear to anyone and everyone that the next time my eyes fall upon your face I will curse you out, shake my head sadly at the thought of your life - the failures you try hard to cover up
but in the privacy of darkness I will still call you an angel, swear that you can do no wrong, know that if I ever let you close enough to touch me that I would crumble and blow away. I smile sweetly at the thought of your face.
There are people that we tuck into the corners of our mind - so that they will always be an afterthought, let them taint the places we've been because somehow that makes those places seem safer - it makes them feel warmer. We know not any reason why we do this - only that we cannot keep ourselves from doing so.
There is no easy way to fix the way that a heart breaks - no way to cure the way its beating picks up when we see the people that we have loved.