we drove into a flushed pink sunset our eyes brimming with lighter shades of red and smiles, uninterested in the promise that fate brought and carried by the ideas of each other. He seemed keen to me both surprised by my existence and willingness to bridge into his cove of a life and pleased by the way i fit so neat to the rhythms of his beats. He splayed khaki shoulders and thin legs against netted lawn chairs, happy to watch me laugh and bounce with his lilac-haired ex whose voice took on the comical pitch of Minnie Mouse when she was high or drunk or trying too hard as she told me about Fidelity, the tattoo parlor that she traveled an hour to just to meet up with some artist whose name she couldn't remember but trusted so so much and teared up when I told her about my nose hoop that I had to get rid of because some sketchy artist used an earing that wasn't Nickel free on me but swore that he did. We had fun that day. He ambled over when Glass Animal's Gooey revved up and we screamed the words into each other's lungs, certain that our breaths would swell each other up and help us float away.