If I must suffer in this life that we each live.
Let me suffer for Christ glory, not mine.
Let it be used to draw others unto his Path.
For his path will lead to Love and Life.
While the other path lead to selfishness and death.
I would rather live to suffer in this very life.
And then in the next stand next to the Christ my God.
Then to live a good and enjoyable life here.
And then in the next life spend eternity suffering.