The president and his wife- they smile and wave. The actress walking down the street- she smiles and waves. The schoolboy in the hall is a robot who somehow behaves. This woman on the bus tells her husband she loves him, with her eyes in a daze. An elderly man on the way to the doctor, stops, and for some cigarettes pays. A young man somewhere is dating a girl, ‘cause he must keep a secret of the fact that he’s gay. I’m keeping things quiet so I don’t have to tell lies about the real life I’m living that’s “led me astray”.