it was all right here
and somehow I missed it
but no matter
I'll just pick things up
close this chapter
and start again knowing
how close
so very close
it was an inch from my fingertips
the tip of my tongue
thought that escapes
until you finally remember
hours later
It will always be there
and reappear just when you
hit the edge (think it was lost forever)
and with it I'll remember
how this feels
and never forget
what I am capable of
and the purpose of this
journey, however confusing
it's all there
in the back of my mind
and I'm saving it
for that moment when I finally
find what I've been waiting for
I haven't given up.