I gave myself some friendly advice, and said how lucky I am, I have everything I've ever wanted. So why do I want to live in the past, when things weren't as good as they are now. I am awesome and fun, and beautiful. So why do I feel like I need him to prove it. I have someone that loves me like someone is supposed to. I have a great job and I'm finally moved out. I have money and I take care of myself. My car runs, and I've made it really far on my own.
Today I am proud of myself. And I'm going to be happy.