Her lip stick stained everything, my only drinking glass my only toothbrush.
My only set of sheets sat rumpled and stained. , My last joint sat marked with that wicked red along the edge of the chipped amber ashtray.
My dry lips held the blood of her love. I savored the rusty taste of her as the need to write became the whole of me.
I approached the trusty Number2 with caution. I carefully opened the dog eared spiral notebook she had brought to me a life time ago.
Found a blank page between two emotionally driven poems. I drained the last of the ***** as I felt the gift slowly awaken somewhere in that darkness deep within me.
The ***** burn ripped down my insides and lit that glow that's slowly killing me. That sense of dread and failure took hold.
The guilt I've had comes with every word never written. Every promise never held. Every thought never shared and every blood stained memory I've been forced to live through.