This may not be a poem, more like a beef, an irritation, a shock and awe annoyance, that too, too, too many poems by keyed up scribblers, package their custard mustard innards with the same skill three year olds wrap a present for their mothers, fully expecting the same mom response, "Honey, this is so lovely." There is no disgrace in learning by failing. Fail, fail, fail, But do it honestly. Read five books of poems before you write one miserable haiku.