Today, I woke with such an overwhelming sense dread.
So many troubles rumbling in my head.
Feeling like the weight of the world on my shoulders.
Unmoving, like a ten ton boulder.
Feeling numb, alone, lost, afraid. The day is long to start dismayed.
Creeping along in the darkness of the forest. Listening intently for your chorus,
Of I love your & smiles, the glow in your eyes I see everyday.
Come to me and shine my way.
Speak to me, your words once soothed. You've always spoken simple truths.
Unknowing what cause the where's and why's, today I'm blinded with tearful eyes.
Afraid to express this and to send, to you who once my dearest friend.
Words of anger I cannot mend. Feeling now to have met my end.
I walk away and wave goodbye. Today's the day I choose to die.