I fell behind your backyard Frenzied branches feathered leaves Blowing past my inner soul An abrupt epiphany Your thoughts castellated My body is trembling I finished the last bottle of wine Before your clairvoyant poetry came to my notice You're invisible But this scrap of paper lies in my hand Clandestinely I continue to read it You search furiously For the cold secrets of your modesty now are exposed Your pretentious nature is now revealed You pen down what you think I wait, I'm trying to regain consciousness Weeks later your demise, the denouement Saddens me, I'm sorry I was not sober I made a mistake.