I used to think you loved me
in my head I was   scared
I continued to think you at least cared right ...

were did you go
I cant find what we had its gone
gone
I've looked every were

with you I lost all sense of right from wrong
stoles kissed
stolen right from my lips

why sleep when it will only show me you
you cant just forget
I nearly had *** with you

I fear the touch of men
but some how I
I let you without any fear

know I hate myself
don't wont anyone to touch me
please
someone try to start conversations
I  need to tell someone
don't look at me like that
I cant take the judgmental people  will give

Im a mess
lost
scared

I need a person to fight through my walls
make me love the way some guys touch