I do not want to go sleep alone in my bed and yes I realize that my sister sleeps there but she is not strong arms holding me. I heard his voice tonight and he called her baby. And I don't want to be someone's baby. But I would love to be his. I hate myself for missing him but he s stuck to me like that Lego piece was stuck to Emmet in the movie. Except I don't think I want to be the special