Sometimes life turns into a imaginary roller coaster. Incongruously, people outside stroll in slow motion while you are on the tallest ride full of up and downs.
You feel when it is going to start, you just can't make it stop.
Thoughts go faster than the real speed and people from outside don't bother even imagine, there is someone sitting on that spot fearing for her own life fearing of her own shadow.
At moments you get thrills of going fast, higher and higher and then comes the low blood pressure of going down and down.
It's a non-stopping ride, it's all in your mind. Next thing you know, you are back to a coward you praying to get off this whiplash ride.
Then life stops being fun.
A lot of metaphors people don't understand and I envy them for that.