Indifference...
It's where I am
A purgatory of sorts
Many conflicting elements,
Forces,
Ideas, and
Emotions

Who am i to choose,
Decide or
Determine
What is fair or what is right

I am no more significant
Than anything else
I am no better for myself
I am no better for anyone else
I'm trying to shed light on myself
To find that last piece of hope
Hold onto it as long as i possibly can
Maybe it can grow larger and bloom
A sense of pride into this wilted spirit

...I'm still looking