I try to keep my breathe steady
The gun is in my hand, I'm ready
If you knew
All the things you say, what they do
It's quite hard to believe,
But I'm a person too....
If I cut myself, would you stare?
Or do I have to be dead before you even care?
If you heard my silence, would you finally hear me?
Would you finally see the way you terrorise me?
All the scars show my tears.
But your name brings back all my fears
All the memories of tests and drugs.
All the emotionless hugs.
All the good times that we once shared.
All this time I thought you cared.
All the tears we shed together
You always said we'd be friends forever
All the ways you betrayed me.
Just for the sake of "popularity"
If you really knew all the things I do to hide the pain
I think your words would change
When you say that the world would be better off without me, do you mean you too?
Or is that just what people do?
Would you miss me or do you really just want to never have me to see?
I'm done pretending to not feel alone.
Let me throw you a bone.
I'm broken, bent, scarred.
Nicknamed ugly, stupid, lard.
I needed a friend.
But you left me in the end.
And if you're seriously dumb enough to think I deserve this..
Here's a little common sense
As much as you deny it,
We're the same...
And I'm not to blame.
I'm human too.
I have talents and beauties and stars
I have bruises, edges, and scars.
I have family and feelings.. And friends out there somewhere!
And last of all,
My world does NOT revolve around you.
You haven't won this battle