I won't hurt anyone. I can't step on anyone. I can't even be a two-faced ***** even if I try. But I'm scared, too, you know. Everything that I touch, I break. Everyone that I love, I lose. I am afraid of transition and losing. I doubt myself too. It's not just you who bring me down everyday. Do not act like I have been in this kind of relationship more than once. I'm not the one who leaves. I just take the blame of leaving because I don't want them to take it. I'd rather be the one feeling the pain. I have had sweet relationships but never this romantic. Never this poetic. I hope you know how special the person I am talking about. You know this person more than I do. If there is someone to blame, it is I. I'll leave if I would be asked. I could sacrifice, and it would be better if I leave today, when everything is just starting. Just don't be like that. Don't put too much pressure on her.