it is a screen maybe some beautiful words and the concept of someone being there for you is so comforting the w2ant and need for us to fill that hole of lonloiness inside of us is what drives it in the beggining but when we realize that it does not really fill that gap in our heart well that is when we look for something else to try and fill that gap for a while it is the fact that we truly think that someone loves us and they usually do but when that does not fill the gap it becomes the willingness to put in all of our effort when someone else needs it we do that but in the end you realize that it is not enough we might do all that we can but over a screen what we do is never enough and never will be so yes in the end all we truly are to each other is a screen we may say all those beautiful words but deep down in the deepest darkest hole inside of our hole of lonliness that is where the reality lies the truth the truth that we push down as far as we possibly
to my orange princess: i know that you have been very confused as of late as to why i have been such a total *******. i am sorry for that and this time you cannot tell me that sorry is enough or that it is not needed. i hope this gives you some clarification as to why i cannot connect with you anymore. but please know that i truly do love you