Let me get one thing straight. If I was to leave him it wouldn't be because we don't have *** enough. It would be because I don't deserve to feel the way i do right now. I deserve someone who thinks the sun won't rise tomorrow if I'm not there, that everything about me is beautiful, the way I pull out my hair, and say my name. Someone who can't take their eyes off me even when I'm just changing my pants in front of him. I will not settle for second best, when I know what it's like to be someone's world. I don't want money, or to be taken out on dates, I just want someone who can't see anyone else when I walk in the room.