he was trilingual- spoke tongue, tooth, and grin. when we crossed paths, i saw infinite sunrises in his breath. but his dark hands felt like January evenings and his lips, like snapped tree branches, fell short of meeting mine. his whispers were never uncertain but always fumbling, as though his words were tall glass vases, empty and tipping, instead of stone walls. weeks dissolved into months and i was af- raid to push his hands away. could this man give me what i need? i wondered every night, wrapped in light blankets. “make way for me,” he called to my body. “you never say please,” i replied. and turned away at last.