we didn't mind our mistakes like everyone else did. he spelled his name wrong, always and I sometimes. He forgot key letters slung his slang between my tongue, pierced his bottom lip, tatted Breaking Babylon across his chest, buzzed his black hair low so that his olive colored scalp shone through, scissored his black jeans into shorts, lectured me on his truths and my truths and how our privilege is self-evident, whispered to me on cold cold nights about the coming of the Zion train and that either Lauryn Hill or Nneka would be it's conductor, grew his hair down to his shoulder when I buzzed mine low revealing my tight curls and cursed his blossom pink lips and prodded his piercing with my thick bottom lip and waited and waited and waited. He liked my mistakes and my curiosity and I liked his confidence in his abilities. He didn't cover his mistakes, he was sure of them. He told me the Zion train would come the day that I decided to ask and still I couldn't resist asking, is your heart breaking? and now he's telling me he's missed me and that it's good to hear from me and that he's missed my blue velvet voice, and I have to bite my tongue and nibble my fingers to stop myself from asking him, is your heart still breaking? but I know that I've missed him more than I enjoyed breaking his heart. He likes my curiosity and the mistakes that come along with them.