i’ll kick your ***, beat you down, and bring you up just to send you walking on my will and I’ll never lift a fist because I’m quick and full of wit, I spit with a venom born to a lyricist I use to paint the floor with words born from my feet and then my ******* muscles robbed me and left me broken at the knees when the light went dim in my dreams I knew that it was time to bring life to a different me that found peace in the memories of tights and frills and pink I found that familiar place, a tree house against a tree scape to escape from a broken place remembering the way graphite carefully scratched against blank pressed tree the coincidence that everything in my life would circle around a tree the dream of a home in the leaves the escape of a cloud from the different shades of green the journey through life lines of trunk that hold all the secrets I don’t want to tell you my thoughts I want to bring them forth from the trees that silently watched the world unfold like the spider that hung from the leaves, silently I’m nothing you want to see but I’m spinning a web of brilliance, it’s ******* seamless you ever done something that is so important to you that you can’t explain to anyone that’s what it is, the importance of my words unspoken, to me, is unbroken the world is a scary place with a ****** up sense of humor and we’re all just trying to cope, so don’t forget that and give me 30 seconds to give you some hope that life is beautiful, coy, and a little sadistic and without you, my life takes to a bit of a ***** and if being sadistic isn’t your bread and butter i invite you to take some lessons in humor grab my hand and lets walk through this life laughter hand in hand the yellow brick road, it’s happiness the journey is the joy, the goal is disappointing of fake dreams behind a screen don’t let the 30 seconds of ending rob the lifetime of journeys this life has never been a roller coaster unless you're coasting on dreams of fluorescent screens from nine to five, of traffic jams and planned surprises this life has never been stuck on tracks unless you’re into that let’s derail and explore the thoughts unmoved by curious fingers blast off to a less supported life with more room to roam we’ll call it home and make it somewhere where you’ll want to come