Her name, I cannot say. You never know, she just may read this. I've known her all my life. Anyway, I've liked her for a year and a half now. She doesn't really know how she feels about Jesus. I am a devout Christian. Never would change my faith for anyone. I wish she believed. It's hard to be in love with someone who doesn't share a big interest as you do. It's not like I like coffee and she doesn't. This is a big deal. This changes everything. What if we got married and we had kids and they were forced to choose. It'd break my heart to have my kids not have a Christian faith. Oh goodness. What on Earth am I gonna do?