the light falls greyly down on dusted carpet and darkened leaves, and I wait for the clouds to part. the summer breezes sway branches of trees older than my parents, as I wait for my life to start; butterflies wing, and higher soar the birds, who have some purpose and I wonder what is mine? spiders crawl through my dry hair: I'm Miss Haversham in her glory, with cobwebs spinning through my mind. cars rumble while i rust, our sun rises and falls again; why can't I get to sleep? a world buzzes on around me; weeds overgrow my soul and my silence runs far too deep.