I'm a lighthouse in the ocean
deserted and isolated.
I shine the light for others
but never for me.
There's so much pressure inside of me.
I can feel it, drowning me.
I'm sinking to the bottom of the ocean.
Dark clouds are in my head.
Overthinking.
And just waiting to explode.
Atmosphere is heavy in my mind.
Every time I try to reach high
I just fall down further and further.
So i wonder if it's even worth to try again.
I'm a lighthouse in the middle of the ocean
but I'm still looking for my light.