You fucking said you loved me,
As you kiss his lips,
Youre words mumble and fumble and fall dry from your mouth
You fucking said you wanted me,
As he touches your hips,
You shake, he shakes, raise your arms and dance.
That steady beat, the bass booming,
Thats my heartbeat slowing and stopping.
Im so angry, calm, sad, and stirring.
I know it doesnt make sense.
I see you, laying in front of me, i kiss your neck and love you with every bit of my heart.
You can feel it trembling the sheets, keeping long winters at bay with body heat and love.
My fairy tale, my love story, my whole heart and poem of my life.
This ends badly.
Ive been punching my pillow with tears in my eyes for too long now.
Its over.
Im done.