There are very many beautiful women that I will never know and very few beautiful women that I will, but they never stay long, seeing quickly how low I am beneath them. There are also some who are not as beautiful and I will know them equally as well, if not better than the others.
More often than not there are more of those than any other kind, for I am ugly and luck is often bitter toward me, if not at least fair.
The ones I do not know are always more beautiful than the ones that I do. Sometimes it saddens me to think of things of which I will never know; the beautiful women or the touch of the moon or the pale white beaches of Greece.
More often than not I avoid thinking on such things for long, if at all, and I can be content with my few, fleeting beautiful women, --who come to me when luck has made a mistake and leave again when it is corrected-- and the few others who are more like me and can accept me as their own.