I had another dream about my soulmate last night
blonde hair shoulder length, warm body, soft touch, impossible to talk down from anything.
she touched me with her hands and her mouth and i can still feel it when i am awake.

her legs, my waist, her fingers, my arms, our love.
it was running through my veins making errands before i could even open my eyes.

when i wake up, i am reminded of my love and how it will be a cross country swimmer some day to fight the distance.
our hearts will swim oceans and maybe they will drown but they will still beat even in death.
i am reminded of his short hair, still with a shining tint of blue from recent change of scenery. i know him.
we cannot touch, we cannot agree, we cannot understand each others habits.

there is over 1,000 people we have not loved yet and one could be blonde hair shoulder length, warm body, soft touch, impossible to talk down from anything.

but now, i am loving him and for however long it may last, i want to love him through it all.