I don't mean to sound cliche, but dear ******* diary;

I went to the gym today.
6 months ago, I just wanted to get toned.
Today I realized I just want to shed every single bit of me.
Itty, bitty as possible.
Maybe just then, I'll be a ghost.

I also realized how terribly alone I am.
Because it's 2:53am and I wanted to call him,
But he doesn't care anymore.

I'll literally talk to anyone who will listen.
I texted 7 digits but numberly anonymous worried about someone else.
"Don't worry about me".
I really hope they don't worry about me.
I'll be okay.
Eventually.