And this is how it goes: you will talk for hours. he will tell you you’re b e a u t i f u l, that your eyes belong with the stars, that your smile puts the sunrise to shame, that you are nothing short of perfect.
you will believe him. this is where the trouble starts.
Lips will crash and so will walls and skin will touch but he won’t feel anything other than what he wants to feel what he always planned on feeling and when you ask why he hasn’t called why you no longer talk for hours, he will twist and turn his words until he’s back to telling you how the smell of your hair is intoxicating and you will ask if he loves you and he will tell you your laugh is adorable and your hands belong in his and you will ask if he loves you and he will tell you that you look so good in that little black dress and you will ask if he loves you and you will ask if he loves you and in his avoidance, you will find your answer.