Sometimes it scares me
That I don't believe
In something greater

I get sad
When the world crashes around me
And I have no one to pray to

But I can't
I can't just believe in
One god
Or two or more

I can't believe the evil and good of the world
Are living out there somewhere

My friends believe
They have tried to teach me
Tried to tell me

But it isn't that simple
I can't just say that it is God's will
I can't accept that

If I did then it would make everything worse
But if I did
Then I would get to think
That those I lost are still there

But it doesn't work like that
I do not believe
I cannot believe